Friday, September 18, 2009

yeah!! I found it!!

Recently, I feel like to play my keyboard again(since I can't afford to buy a piano...T.T) . Everytime during holiday, I will play my keyboard again. That's so good to play it. It make me relax and enjoy even can't stop for it.

I love "river flows in you" by yiruma,a south korean composer. So I tried to search the sheet music just from google. I thought searching piano sheet music is a tough task, because everytime when i found it, either it is not free downloading or it is not a full original version. But surprisingly, I found it for free downloading!And it is full version!! Maybe that is a very popular music.Very happy and I can learn it in this holiday!

This is actually one of my plan to learn a song in holiday.

Then I tried to search "The Climb"by Miley Cyrus and "Love Story" by Taylor Swift. These songs are so popular and so damn nice! At first, it was a bit failure because i have downloaded the useless one. But i still kept searching. I tried to search the tutorial in youtube 1st, maybe there is noted the website I can get it. And I found it! The video is not only teaching you to play, but also offer you her blogspot so you can get the sheet music there. The most exciting is there got many newest song's piano sheet!!ahahaha!!

Actually before I found this blogspot, I found the website which offer you many tutorial including musical instrument. This is actually a very useful website.So for those who are interested, you may check out the website below:

http://horsegirl15.blogspot.com/2009/03/climb-notes.html (piano sheet music)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HR1-upyM65U&feature=related (youtube video tutorial)

http://www.wonderhowto.com/how-to/video/how-to-play-crush-by-david-archuleta-on-the-piano-244822/(all the video tutorial)

This is for you-river flows in you

Good luck!^^



is holiday!!

yeah!!is holiday!! finally I can have sufficient time to do my favorite thing!

There are so many things to do in this holiday. Of course, I can't stop drawing because this is the time for me to improve myself and learn new skill. I haven't reach the current level i have set,so got to appreciate this holiday so won't be so exhausted doing the coming sem's assignments.

I got to rest at home since I was infected by something till my body all red spot......T.T

I got to gather with all my friends,hang out, movie, sot plak with them! i miss u guys alot!!!

I also want to make something special for all of u.......secret.................xp

In conclusion,there are a lot of thing to do!!!!

Happy Holiday!!!^^


Thursday, August 27, 2009

friends are wonderful~

When you are in happiness, there is someone called 'Friends' who would share and enjoy your stories. 'Friends' laughs with you, plays with you, crazies with you and does the wonderful things that you never done in your life.

When you are in sadness, there is someone called 'Friends' who would let you cry on his/her shoulder and heal your broken heart. 'Friends' listens to you, hugs you, supports you.

When you are in the darkness, there is someone called 'Friends' who would pull you out from the deepest hole,and even jump into the hole and face the darkness together with you. 'Friends' advices you, helps you, loves you.

Thank you to all of you who care and always be my side when i need you. I'm glad because I have you guys to color my life. Sometimes, my words, my acts may let you angry, feel impatient, I'm here to say sorry. However, when the time i need the power of friendship, you guys are the shinning stars. Even though it is just a simple message, i can feel the sincerity and the power.

Don't worry guys, I'm okay. It is a process. It is a learning. It is another level. Life is still goes on. When it is gone, just let it go. There are many wonderful things waiting for me to achieve, to learn, to enjoy. Cheer up!^^


Love u guys! muackz!!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

放手

8月25日,晚上11点,我们选择放手了。

没有懊悔,没有怨恨。


或许爱来得太早,但是它依然给了我们需要的勇气。
以后会想念,会流泪,
但每一次流泪后我会笑得更灿烂。
因为千变万化的回忆,是活得更好的理由。

感谢你,曾经牵我的手。

今夜,我才真正地在你心底的秘密花园绕了几圈,悲惨吗?呵。。。
大吵大闹,不是我们的作风。
虽然冷静地放手,但毕竟也是另一种伤。


七夕的冷风在嘲笑?还是安慰?不重要了。


不管怎样,我们还是挽留友谊。


祝福你,也祝福我。

Sunday, August 16, 2009

值得

年少轻狂的我们都想为自己留下很多的第一次。第一次往往是最慌张却最诚心诚意的。

有时候我们想做的事都不定得到每个人的支持,可能他们会认为我们只是浪费时间随口说说,可是我们在背后策略的都是为自己的生活点缀一点点的感动。

我们有时会保持沉默,是怕太多的意见会让我们失去了那份快感。最后才让你知道,会让你体会到我们的用心,认同我们的想法,融合我们的世界,享受沉默背后的惊喜。


~撒上一层层的诚意~

结局可以拍烂手掌,可以疯狂大笑,可以泪撒心灵,可以无奈叹气,更可以冷言冷语,狂风暴雨。。。
听到别人给你的掌声,我们多了一份肯定;
和大家一起狂笑,我们是毫无掩饰,做回自己;
让眼泪流过你的心灵,你拥有沉默的感动,
我们无奈叹气,至少我们尽力,累了也无所谓,依然继续;
面对着冷言冷语,我们会更加努力。

两个字: 值得。


有时候你想做一件事情,不需要考虑太多,问一问自己,值得吗?值得就去做,考虑得太多,会失去最纯真的心。享受第一次,有时候最有智慧的人也未必懂得。

~好不容易哦~

朋友,谢谢你们当了我们2个小时的part time白老鼠,见证了我们的第一次。吃起来还蛮像石头的...哈哈哈...


ah yee n etek, 生日快乐!^^

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

不变的态度,跌了再站起来也会停步

人生有高有低,
高潮时,要把握机会,
低潮时,要思考,为自己制造机会。

面对着电脑,手不停地画,
目标只有一个,一定要过关。
无论有任何的困难,都要把这一切划上句点,
不完美也好,却没有遗憾。

这一夜过去,我尽力了,你却在这时候止步,
我预料着逃不过这一节。

担心你。
有了一次,就会有下一次。
有时候你的举动让我血液循环,有时候我面目表情,有时候很疯狂,
每一天都不一样,
唯有一样没变,只要一天我们还在这里,
你有困难,我一定会尽力帮你过关。

你说,不必担心我,我没事。
你认为我会放弃吗?
或许你从小到大被过度保护,
有时候遇到小小龙卷风,就是那个样,
皱眉头,眯眼睛,抓头发,乱喊乱叫。。。
以前觉得没什么,日子久了,麻木了,现在却开始反感。

我不太懂。很难吗?
我的口水应该把你疲累的身躯淹没了,剩下你脑袋的迷宫,
让你用我给你的bonus,慢慢闯关,走出迷宫。
机会不停地和你招手,你没跟他们握手拥抱,
意味回眸。
就这样,跌倒了。跌了无数。

你站起来,需要适应的时间比人多。
思考,你有,可是走不出来。
每开始适应后,
恶性又再次侵犯,你又再次抵抗不了,
用回同样的策略,享受同样的结果。

不是每一次都那么幸运,
困难是难非难,在于你怎么去衡量。
思考得多,却没有标准的重量,
只会让我们止步。

这一次后,你要逃跑,
逃出19年来经营的保护区,体验长大,
留下更多脚步的烙印,而且每一步都要那么值得回忆。

加油。

Thursday, July 2, 2009

every dream is an omen

I dreamed. The dream is still vivid,i still remember the important part, because it is related to rat, me, my love partner, my best friend, and even famous singers. I think that is a message for me, so when i woke up, i quickly search it online to interpret it. Mum said the the message behind dream u dreamed in the morning is usually very accurate.

My dream: 1st, very funny. i dreamed about AVRIL LAVIGNE! It seems like i'm watching mv. She was rowing boat to the seaside. It was an island. There was a constructing building. There were stalls selling food. Then, Avril gone,my friend came. ONe of the stall was actually using cream to make flowers,some beautiful things.Then, I said to my friend:" very creamy!" (rejecting)

Then day turned dark. Both of us walking all along the road, chating gently. Walked and walked, suddenly got function. We walked in. Then I saw zhen. I was trying to ignore, like very emo.

We went toilet, funny, my friend enter the man's toilet. Luckily, no one inside. Then I gt sms from zhen. is like " we need to talk". Then, in our chat, he said i change to be less talkative recently. What is very funny is, he suddenly turn into 潘玮柏, saying hi to AKON at the stairchase. Then, I said nothing and walked away to toilet.

In the toilet (this is the climax), there was something jumped to my shoulder! It was rat! I was holding it, and couldn't let go. I tried to scream loud, but the voice was not coming out! I don't know whether i was bitten by rat, then i let it go, now only i screamed... Then i woke up.

And you know what, the dream interpretation, it is quite accurate...

These are the interpretation,i'm lazy to conclude it all:

Rat:
A rat is a sign that negative influences are undermining your vitality. Dreams about rats and mice usually reflect the worries which are "gnawing" you. Seeing a rat: you will go through some unpleasant experience with other people. If you are bitten by a rat in the dream, be aware that one of your friends is determined to ruin your reputation. If you catch or kill a rat, it is a warning about trouble in your love relationship or friendship.
To see lab animals in your dream, suggests that an aspect of yourself is being repressed. You feel that you are not able to fully express your desires and emotions. Alternatively, it suggests that you need to experiment with your fears, choices, and beliefs. Try not to limit yourself.
Best friend :
If there is some situation or incident that has happened recently then the appearance of a best friend maybe very much linked to that. But if that is not the case then their appearance maybe symbolic. In such cases the best friend can often symbolise your ideal situation or preferred outcome.
Beach:
To see yourself working on a beach shows that you will soon be involved with a job, or project, that will be demanding of you in both time and effort. If you are just relaxing on a beach this shows that you value the calm feelings that family get togethers lend to you, and if you see yourself sitting on a beach and letting the sand run through your fingers that shows that you are running out of time on something important due to idling your time away.

Building:
If the buildings you dream of are stately and majestic you could have to much ceremony in your life and not enough everyday good people attitudes. If the buildings are beautiful with lots of green lawn around them then are you destined for a life of plenty. Should the buildings be dilapidated and in ruins then this will show that you will have business or love problems with the likelihood of loss very high.

Boyfriend:
Dreaming about your real-life boyfriend can mean he's on your mind for a particular reason right now. Pay attention to what's happening in the dream for cues about your thoughts and feelings toward your boyfriend or the relationship.
Singer:
To see a famous singer in your dream, represents harmony and some divine influence or vibrations. It indicates glorification of the human spirit. Consider also your general impression of this singer and how those specific qualities may be triggered by someone or some situation in your waking life.

wooooowwwwww.....

It is accurate that i have somthing worry in my mind. i dream about my friend who is also facing mostly the same thing with me. I'm unable to fullfill my desires. Tons of homeworks making me crazy.I'm hot temper recently, not good people everyday. I didn't go out with my bf to celebrate 1st anniversary for some reasons and i feel not really happy with it. God is telling me. I shouldn't limit myself.


Somtimes, don't ignore ur dream, it mb a msg to u.