40个真理

1. 我喜欢喝牛奶，希望可以去纽西兰挤牛奶~
2. 芝士是我的最爱~
3. 我妹说我很像家里的piggy。
4. 我不喜欢asam laksa 酸酸的味道~ 
5. 以前给自己太大压力了。
6. 现在想通了，开心就好啦！
7. 偶尔需要默不作声，不是毫不知情，只是少惹是非，做好本分。
8. 讲太多，最后一定做不到。
9. 一个很有钱的人，却还要埋怨这个那个，我实在看不过眼。
10. 发脾气，故意地敲敲打打，真的很不好。
11. 我家有这样的文化。
12. 我庆幸我是出淤泥而不染。
13. 我有畏高症~
14. 每个人看到我的手，就会讲：“cc,你很多毛叻~”,不然就会手痒痒，“拔苗助长”~
15. 钱，真的可以让人很暴躁。 
16. 我真的很希望现在中toto。
17. 有些事想得太多，等你决定好了，早已失去当初的沸腾。
18. 我还没有资格去爱一个人。
19. 我最想做的，是让我的家人活得更好，但是我一直做不到。
20. 何时才能让妈咪真的开开心心地笑，这个问题好无奈。
21. 从小到现在，我都认为用左手写字很酷！
22. 小时候和现在的差别总很大。
23. 当局者迷，旁观者清。
24. 与其说有梦的人傻，不如说无梦的人悲。
25. 慢慢来，比较快。
26. 能够做朋友是缘分。
27. 相信我，放下憎恨，你会自问为什么你不早点这么做~我遗憾还不能改变你的想法。
28. 等待，不如寻找；寻找，不如创造。
29. 不要为了一点小事和挫折而放弃，你会让我看不起你。
30. 一句话连续重复2次或以上，是真心话。
31. 我的右眼比左眼小。
32. 果酱配苏打饼，我一吃就停不了口。
33. 我坚持不喝nescafe。
34. 说一句很真诚对不起，对我来讲，有点难。
35. 简单的祝福能暂时让寂寞好了。
36. 坚强的人，其实是脆弱的。
37. 闲或有压力的时候，我会习惯地唱：“为何永远放不低~”
38. 你不好问我点解啦，我都唔知点解啊...
39. 但是，唱咗又爽爽地喔...
40. 所以哇， 开心就好啦！^ ^

happy birthday to u, cicak!! haha!!

This is my 1st time drawing for a friend as birthday present. I actually wanted to put the water color effect, but then i tried another effect, combine the airbrush and artist's oil brush style. Haha,. I think I should yan jiu more...but anywhere, HOPE U LIKE IT, CICAK！

完美方程式？

每一种颜色都有自己的美。
然而，人的一时迷糊，
贪婪地调动它们自然的均匀度，
慢慢的，鲜彩被污浊了。
被蒙蔽的心，无法控制地爱上灰色。
灰色，一个没有距离的颜色。
人滥用它调和的地位，变成了挑拨离间的使者，
不知情地跌进无法测量的谷底。
游戏的刺激性，决定灰色的巴仙率。

不甘心白色拥有着纯洁的衣裳，
不专业地加了红色，
你...胜利了吗？
你错了，它更要感谢你，
你让它变得更加出色了。

嘘......
我听到了。
我不作声。
不是害怕，
是因为我和你不一样。
你的野心，向我宣战了。
我的平常心，还是抱着一样的心态，
去追求，去看待，
做人坦诚，
开心就好啦。


我为你祈祷，不在精心炮制的迷宫里，在出口找到我。





p/s:1) 告诉你，我最近爱上蔡旻佑的歌。
     2) 我感冒了。>__<

don't think you are not good, think you can be good, even excellent.

Things are more challenging now. This time, I remind myself everyday not to lazy and approach to excuses anymore, since I learned a lesson from last sem. Last time I was addicted with net (fb can knock me down...) and didn't arrange the time wisely. So, all the things were finished in rush.

I got my result last friday. Surprisingly, I have improved. I think one of the reason is the moral study(frankly, I didn't expect it). I feel glad that I still maintain my standard. However, I didn't feel satisfied with some of my last sem's artworks. I still can't master in designing character and painter. It takes time to do it. I was giving myself a lot of excuses, and I lost my patience. So sometimes, things were not up to my request.

This sem, I wouldn't let it happen. I have to train myself, speed up my skill, and cut down entertainment. And it was exciting that I have been chosen to be the assistant of lecturer,teaching figure sketching. I truly appreciate this opportunity because I believe that I can learn more and get experience from this.Thanks to syin who let me stay at her room after class^^.The syllabus of figure sketching is the one I'm not really good in - perspective and human structure. I felt nervous in the 1st class, and somehow hesitating the things i told them. Moreover, I taught them wrong!!(I'm so sorry...T.T) So, it is no excuse for me to stop improving. I promise to myself not to give wrong message so they confide in me. Juniors are fast, so how could I still crawling?!       

就是你!!!!!!!!!!!!

谜底终于揭开了。

一个月了，还撇不开身上的红点，
到底是什么在作祟，
我们只是胡乱猜测。
就在那个晚上，它露出马脚了!!
原来就是它!!害得我们两姐妹一直都还没痊愈!!
就是这么小的家伙，可以让我们饱受折磨!!
那个晚上，
一有发现，立刻拿咖唱，
毫不留情，让它们‘房间蒸发’！
还把它们的隐居地给摧毁了！
简直是又怕又累，
搞到凌晨2点，
我们换了地点，约周公去了。

果真，换了地点，
红点起了极大的变化！
这几天，就得迁就一下环境，
还要大出血进新货，
再来好好准备，
杀得一只都不能留!!
很八郎去死吧!!!



实在是恐怖到。。。

记得感恩。

那一刻，很怕。
一直提醒自己，
不能哭，保持冷静。

感谢2 位auntie，
没有您的镇定，我不敢想象，
她会怎么办。
没有您的出现，
生活也就少了保障。
没有您们，
生活上也会遇到更加多的困扰。
谢谢你们的到访，帮助 和关心。
 
小的比较情绪化，
不敢相信眼前的事实，
豪放大哭。
这时候，我更加不能掉眼泪，不可以。

看着您的伤口，
您的步伐，
我很心痛。
感谢上帝，
让我更加懂得珍惜，
让我知道我要更加自立，
让我更加要争气。

明天不知道能不能看你表演了。
但是你却要表演得更好，
这是责任，更是你学会坚强的时候。
舞台没了你的出神入化，会不精彩。
我会照顾她。
加油，
不要为自己留下多一份遗憾，
更不要让我们失望。

piggy, 你今天特别乖，
改天奖赏你。


记得，
不要埋怨，不要懒惰，不要依赖。
要关心， 要感恩，要珍惜。


感谢朋友的关心。
我懂得怎么做。


我会一直祈祷。

咪，明天就和您在家看偶像的爱在首尔吧。

your next step?

Excuses always spread out an illusion of beauty.

Humans like excuses, even though they know it could make them to the wrong path and destroy their bright prospect bit by bit, because of another excuse-laziness.

If someone asks u: What do u desire? And your answer is I don't know.Sometimes, is it you really don't know or you don't ever think it, or you have no dare to do it? In your mind, you want it, but in reality, you keep in your heart, and do not do something to realize it. You might do it, but it is still lack of something called confidence and persistence.

Humans are scared to ask, lazy to ask, although the master is standing in front of them and waiting to give answer. Yet,they're waiting to be given answer. The answer is useless if you don't care about it.

Sometimes, people might not agree with your thought. Nevertheless, don't give yourself excuse: No one support me, I better give up. You might go on alone. It might be tough and cruel, but you shouldn't give up your mind. You might not influence people's mind now,but if you continue, people will flow with you one day.

Every time you fall, think why do you fall. Don't repeat the mistake because the next mistake is coming. If you're tired, give your soul a sufficient rest. Don't rest until you become lazy and lose the passion. When you're ready, do it again and create a better scene.

Be prepare to climb the rocky mountain. If you want it, you will do it.
Don't said you are not qualified yet, because the only disqualified person is the person who is like to wait and give excuse. Some situations may lead you loss one's head and fail again, but if you choose to stand up and do again, things will change better little by little and finally reach to success, no matter it is a small o big dream.

Yet, don't force yourself too much.
The most important thing is to live happily and meaningfully.
Perhaps all these seem useless at certain time.
Be patient.
Only go if you really want to do it.


For you, for me. Good luck :-)