你愿意为我改变吗？

我的心一直住着两个人。一切都揭穿了。

我想跟之前的他说声对不起，我伤害了他。

看了的朋友，我知道你们会骂我，为什么这样？
一脚踏两船!!
我只想说，感情不能勉强，我希望你们会明白。
我认识他已经四年了，在一起半年，我真的很爱他。
我希望我的选择不会错，希望你们支持我，帮我改变他，好吗？


给你：
我的第六感说服我，这次我又bingo了。

没错，你又从外国寄来了一架飞机模型，这次是意大利的。
我也不知收到多少架了，
美国、英国、加拿大、香港等国家的，我都有。

你啊，真的很难约。时常都要到处飞，忙开会，
有时候就算约好了，却因为班机延迟，而不能赴约。
你好久没陪我了。
不过我很体谅你的工作，
所以我一直愿意等你。

那天我在msn问，
不如我们自己试试飞机的引擎，反正你也拥有一架私人飞机？
而且我也没坐过，
你也常说要安排时间然我体验在空中飞翔的感觉，
你却狠心让我苦等这一天。


你一口气说好。
我说: 真的吗？这次没骗我？安排好了吗？
你笑了，说你下星期放假，可以陪我。
我也笑了。
我真的满怀期待，和你在一起，
享受我们的二人世界。

难得有一天我们可以一起约会，
一起驾着飞机，
看看早晨的美丽，贴近绿色的心灵，
感受即将消失的清新空气，
欣赏微风吹过的白云，静悄悄的千变万化，
享受阳光的呵护。

现在又泡汤了...
我在想，你真么那么忙啊？
开会真的比我重要吗？
我说你，你就笑笑: "对不起嘛..."
我还可以忍到今天，看来我真的很爱你。
现在，我却质疑。

我们认识时，你的魅力带走了我的心跳，
我愿意劈腿，伤害了他的心，
全因为你。
但是我每次看见你送我的飞机，我想，
我的选择正确吗?
我背着所有人的眼光，父母的反对，
选择和你在一起。
值得吗？我都一直认为值得。
之前的他，不管对我很好，
我还是毫不留情的向他捅了一刀又一刀。
别人说，我是贪你的钱，所以才贴近你，
我知道你不是那么想。

现在，一切都变了。


我不懂我还能撑多久。


你愿意为我改变吗？


你就是这样，笑笑地，你有心要改，却改不了。


我是认真的。
你愿意为我改变吗？






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老杺，不要再放我飞机了啦!!!
天天酱多会跟周公开！
今天起不来，明天就早点起来跟我去跑步啦!!!







哈哈...不要打我...XD

(我没有一脚踏两船啊~~~我很专一的，
拜托不要乱讲啊，我只是制造效果而已～～～)

这一段友情，爱情很难得

In a relationship, there are many obstacles for couple to go through. Sometimes, a relationship ends up with non-stop quarreling. However, the power of believing, loving and caring is always stand for these.

That was a big big suprise, especially for a girl. If your boyfriend go to study oversea, he plans to come back one month before the day he tells you, everyone knows about it except you, and yet he suddenly appears in front of you, what is your response? I think most of you will fall into tears and feel so touch...

That moment, was speechless, blessedness .

When couple's and friend's love are surrounding 4 good friends, it is one in a thousand. It is worth to do everything for each other to see them happy everyday. Sometimes, we may hesitate whether want to give up and set ourselves free from a relationship, but by the time we are still believing, we still love him or her, we will " keep holding on, because we know we can make it through".

Gambateh for love! ^^

2 weeks then, back to hell~

I couldn't submit all my assignments yesterday at 3.00pm, still left 2 unfinished artworks. I also forgot to return the book to library. When the time I realised, library has closed. And yet, I only remembered I forgot to submit one finished character assignment when I was on the way back to home from office at about 8.00pm! Without thinking, I quickly sms to kc. Luckily, kc said i can submit that piece only on Monday. So "dai tou ha"... but I will still finish those 2 assignments and let him marks even though he may not include it in my final mark. (May be he will...haha) So, Monday I have to go college again...oh sien...

This 4 extra weeks were so tiring, and finally I can rest now for 2 weeks. I don't feel very excited because this is only a little bonus in my life, after 2 weeks, I have to back into the hell again...Now I only understand what sy feels...but i willing to, that is what should i do to achieve my dream.

Holidays, I do have a lot of plans, but seem like hanging, 2 weeks time is too short man!!!


I hope I enjoy my 2 WEEKS holidays... IS 2 WEEKS holidays... yes is 2 WEEKS... 2 weeks...
y not 2 months...yes, it is 2 weeks...ONLYYYYYYYYY.....!

Vote For Earth ! !

VOTE EARTH

YOUR LIGHT SWITCH IS YOUR VOTE

This year, Earth Hour has been transformed into the world’s first global election, between Earth and global warming.

For the first time in history, people of all ages, nationalities, race and background have the opportunity to use their light switch as their vote – Switching off your lights is a vote for Earth, or leaving them on is a vote for global warming. WWF are urging the world to VOTE EARTH and reach the target of 1 billion votes, which will be presented to world leaders at the Global Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen 2009.

This meeting will determine official government policies to take action against global warming, which will replace the Kyoto Protocol. It is the chance for the people of the world to make their voice heard.

Earth Hour began in Sydney in 2007, when 2.2 million homes and businesses switched off their lights for one hour. In 2008 the message had grown into a global sustainability movement, with 50 million people switching off their lights. Global landmarks such as the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco, Rome’s Colosseum, the Sydney Opera House and the Coca Cola billboard in Times Square all stood in darkness.

In 2009, Earth Hour is being taken to the next level, with the goal of 1 billion people switching off their lights as part of a global vote. Unlike any election in history, it is not about what country you’re from, but instead, what planet you’re from. VOTE EARTH is a global call to action for every individual, every business, and every community. A call to stand up and take control over the future of our planet. Over 74 countries and territories have pledged their support to VOTE EARTH during Earth Hour 2009, and this number is growing everyday.

We all have a vote, and every single vote counts. Together we can take control of the future of our planet, for future generations.

VOTE EARTH by simply switching off your lights for one hour, and join the world for Earth Hour.

Saturday, March 28, 8:30-9:30pm.

for more information about Earth Hour , pls go www.earthhour.org

Stop for love

We finally had our date on Valentine's day. Haha, I was rushing from college after printing my t-shirt to Mid Valley, 'cause I had been late for almost 2 hours!! sorry dear, if i didn't finish it, i wouldn't have mood to date.xp

And you called and claimed that you were still in campus. Oh gosh! I thought you were there for 2 hours! Funny...You asked me to go the restaurant in The Garden first, your uni friends were waiting there. You directed my way, as I'm damn "road blind"! I walked and walked, listening to your instruction, and finally I reached. I really didn't know that you were following me! Thought you are so brilliant to direct me. haha...

I met your friends: bryan, carmen, jessie, lus...(sorry cant remember jessie's bf name, n sorry if wrong spelling xp). At first, sound a bit quiet, 'cause i'm new there. And then, your friends introduced themselves, chat really a bit, not yet close with them. But i guess there are good friends.^^ There were a small bouquet of 9 handmade roses with your handmade card, 4 puzzles, a couple shirt, a drink and 2 cute dim sum. And you suddenly showed up, that's time i realised i had been fooled la...

Our 1st Valentine,what the most touching part for me is when we solved the simple but wonderful love puzzle, it was sweet. I hope I can let you keep my puzzle foverer...

be sure that u hv backup for ur pendrive things...

DAMN BAD and ANGRY!

My friend(*) deleted all my computer homeworks and other researches i accumulated long time ago in my pendrive just because of VIRUS!!! (*) didn't even ask me what is it about first and simply clicked delete! Weird! i scan my pendrive everytime, no virus. but then, what happen?!

Now I have to do it all again! Luckily, I saved my final assignment in other friend's notebook (my notebook is in hospital now), if not, I definitely will kill (*)! I have spent a lot of time on it, and it is almost done, and the date line is near too. If I don't have backup, I'm sure dying... Even though I can finish it again afterword, the effect would not be nice.

Yesterday in the computer class, the pendrive suddenly sot also, I couldn't remove it, and the homeworks also gone. Shock! My lecturer explained that maybe is because the pendrive cannot detect Mac. Luckily, When I check it with notebook, the homeworks still there. But why, the god joking at me?

(sorry to say that, GOD)

Just remind all of you, do have your backup especially the important one. You can't image what will happen then...and pls remind your friends too, don't simply delete it when virus has been detected. Just don't open it and remove it. Virus thing, maybe in your computer is not detected, but others' computer, who knows? Don't frame-up yourself and your friends.

Happy New Year 2009~

Happy New Year 2009!! So damn fast we already said googbye to 2008. Year 08 was not a good one for the planet residents>.<...Here comes 2009. Will it be a better year for us? Hope so. Just look back, there are sweet, happy, sad, tiring days. I'm glad that I can cope all the challenges in 2008. At the begining, yes it was hard. But if you want to continue and never give up until the end, you will success and even learn a lot of things and gain a lot of knowledges. These will let you open up your mind and see things widely, it is a process of growing up. Wish you all good luck and stay cool in 2009! :-)