受证了！

今天我受证了！
拿到了干部证，其实有点惭愧，因为自己对慈济还不深入了解，可以说是因为自己还不够精进，不够用心。所以拿到了干部证，往后要做得更好！ 

Wound

I don't like to do this.
I pretend that I don't mind.
Indeed, I'm scared to talk about this.
Tears of mad and disappointment like to drop off secretly,
but I always hold back.
Only there was 2 times I failed to. 

I envy others own the thing I have been lost for a long time.
May be the wound would never fully healed.
But the wound grew me up.
It is not deep, but it is hurts.

=)

It is not a real one until there is a fight or argument.
It made me wept, yet I knew that I care.

I’m sorry.
Thank you so much. Love always=)

Don't get flustered.

Hmm...just know that I can't make it. Anyway, it was a good experience and telling me again I should put more and more effort.

Although I lost the chance, but I'm glad I have another chance to join this project: Spread Your Smile With Colours" in this coming Dec. It is a very meaningful event, helping those kids with cleft lips to make clay art, and it will be exhibited in April next year.Hope that the kids enjoy on that day.

I guess I'm quite stress because get impatient and hard to control my temper recently. It's already 5th week of last semester, and left 102days to final exhibition but it is sad that I still can't find my way. I should decide my path, if not I will screw it all up. It's getting tough.

Take it easy

I hope I can make it.Be calm=)

bye bye holidays T___T

Having a ring in my right ear is unpleasant. It has been buzzing for one month, sometimes recover, sometimes back again. I should have a check.sien~

Time has passed by quickly, my 3 weeks holidays(1st week had gone for deadline) is over, tomorrow will be the 1st day of last semester. I'm still in holiday mood~ ~ ~ This semester is going to be super-extremely busy and tiring because it is the time for final exhibition! TOUGH LO!! MONEY AGAIN LO!!

This holiday is quite meaningful of being volunteer, helping the society through Tzu Chi foundation. There is no stress to participate in their activities, only laughter and warmth. I really learned a lot. I love this way of living. It can be said my little dream comes true. Haha.

Hope that we will make a big transformation in this final semester. Good luck!

只要我还有能力。

我尝试着改变这样的局面，却常常给局面征服。

我努力地平息这样的澎湃，却常常弄巧反拙。

我时时刻刻地提醒自己做出好的改变，以说服身边的人，一起改变，
可是一个出错，就要重新来过。

有时候，不是不说，而是说了，还是一样的结果。
唯有做出成绩，才不会有刺耳的声音。
这责任，是一辈子的。
我却害怕，只有物质才能挽回。
忍气吞声，也会有爆发的时候，
然而最后承担收拾残局的责任，就落在自己身上。

感慨我努力得不够。
感恩我还在努力中。
只要一天有能力，都要坚持下去。