Wound

I don't like to do this.
I pretend that I don't mind.
Indeed, I'm scared to talk about this.
Tears of mad and disappointment like to drop off secretly,
but I always hold back.
Only there was 2 times I failed to. 

I envy others own the thing I have been lost for a long time.
May be the wound would never fully healed.
But the wound grew me up.
It is not deep, but it is hurts.

=)

It is not a real one until there is a fight or argument.
It made me wept, yet I knew that I care.

I’m sorry.
Thank you so much. Love always=)

Don't get flustered.

Hmm...just know that I can't make it. Anyway, it was a good experience and telling me again I should put more and more effort.

Although I lost the chance, but I'm glad I have another chance to join this project: Spread Your Smile With Colours" in this coming Dec. It is a very meaningful event, helping those kids with cleft lips to make clay art, and it will be exhibited in April next year.Hope that the kids enjoy on that day.

I guess I'm quite stress because get impatient and hard to control my temper recently. It's already 5th week of last semester, and left 102days to final exhibition but it is sad that I still can't find my way. I should decide my path, if not I will screw it all up. It's getting tough.

Take it easy

I hope I can make it.Be calm=)

bye bye holidays T___T

Having a ring in my right ear is unpleasant. It has been buzzing for one month, sometimes recover, sometimes back again. I should have a check.sien~

Time has passed by quickly, my 3 weeks holidays(1st week had gone for deadline) is over, tomorrow will be the 1st day of last semester. I'm still in holiday mood~ ~ ~ This semester is going to be super-extremely busy and tiring because it is the time for final exhibition! TOUGH LO!! MONEY AGAIN LO!!

This holiday is quite meaningful of being volunteer, helping the society through Tzu Chi foundation. There is no stress to participate in their activities, only laughter and warmth. I really learned a lot. I love this way of living. It can be said my little dream comes true. Haha.

Hope that we will make a big transformation in this final semester. Good luck!

只要我还有能力。

我尝试着改变这样的局面，却常常给局面征服。

我努力地平息这样的澎湃，却常常弄巧反拙。

我时时刻刻地提醒自己做出好的改变，以说服身边的人，一起改变，
可是一个出错，就要重新来过。

有时候，不是不说，而是说了，还是一样的结果。
唯有做出成绩，才不会有刺耳的声音。
这责任，是一辈子的。
我却害怕，只有物质才能挽回。
忍气吞声，也会有爆发的时候，
然而最后承担收拾残局的责任，就落在自己身上。

感慨我努力得不够。
感恩我还在努力中。
只要一天有能力，都要坚持下去。

Scream.

Maybe, I should find a good place, and scream out loud as much as I can. And start again.

好久没吃的咖喱酥

一个人走，就是在学习。
是有点儿困，但我还是清醒。
清醒不意味着不会做错决定。
一路上，问题很多，想想这个决定有好也有坏。
是我过于认真吗？
一直以来，这是在利用吗？
这个真的行吗？
真的有点担心。

到了。心不再沉重。
因为这美丽的误会，与您结了缘。
又是一个新的经验 - 写了5本单据。
当中大家在看着实在猜不到的潦草字的模样，我很喜欢。
还有，美味的爱心咖喱酥！赞！

 

纯。

感恩可爱的您们让我放下身段，和您们共享欢乐。

绿茶莲蓉

有个朋友说，不吃有蛋黄的月饼。
是觉得有点怪，因为没听说过吃月饼不吃有蛋黄的。
今天发现也有人不吃有蛋黄的月饼。
我吃蛋黄，但不爱吃月饼。
中秋节那天也没吃月饼，过得很累。搏到好像坏了胃还是肠的-胀。

刚刚吃了个没蛋黄的绿茶莲蓉，才记得那口感。

吃月饼不一定要吃有蛋黄的。

想法也不一定要跟随传统、大众的方程式。

游艺走月半山芭祭

第一次真正地走进这已有140年历史的地方，才发现它不是我想的杂乱。

走在半山芭的街道，感受到了其未沾染的纯美，发现了其深具历史价值的风貌。 感叹今日的新生活已渐渐没落、辗平它珍贵的回忆，因为没有好好地发掘及维护它的价值，因为所谓的文化定义的无智歪论，导致一些老建筑物如百年半山芭监狱， 老戏院等都被拆或改装，狂妄摧毁。唉，真的很令人惋惜。年轻的一代，已沉沦在今日文明，觉得文化艺术这东西是沉闷的，这么无聊走路欣赏文化，不如血拼、看电影、打电动。庆幸还找到知音，愿意放下手头上的事物，走尽10个小时，去瞭解半山芭的历史，华人文化。

透过半山芭的历史片段，口述历史记载，旧照片，旧事物如30年前的电影海报、吹风筒、戏院座位等，更深一层了解半山芭的故事及许多历史事件如513事件、英 殖民时代等。一些居住那儿已久的老半山芭人看照片大声述说当年的旧事，体会到他们心中的无奈和怀旧。在创意市集里排摊的多数都是达尔尚的，见识到他们对艺术的热诚，让我们蠢蠢欲动，也想搞个新计划。晚上的游艺走月，真的很难忘。提着灯笼，游走半山芭，途中欣赏别有心栽的节目有戏剧表演、乡音考古的客家童谣、女高音、粤剧海南小品、舞狮舞龙、街头表演、舞踏表演，虽然很累，但是真的很有意思，很好玩。当中最好笑的是海南小品，那位安娣呼吁大家在面子书加他为友！

我对着DJ吉安的电话跟着他念了客家童谣，说真的很好听。或许你会认为有点神经。我曾经认为这DJ的节目怎么会那么奇怪、诡异、恐怖，而慢慢了解后，才知道背后的意义。

月光光，秀才郎， 騎白馬，過蓮塘，

蓮塘背，種韭菜， 韭菜花，結親家。

親家門前一口塘， 畜介鯉嘛八尺長，

長介拿來煮酒食， 短介留來討哺娘。

討介哺娘高天天， 煮介飯啊臭火煙；

討介哺娘矮嘟嘟， 煮介飯啊香馥馥。

有你们这些知音，很不错。 

Wake up.

Life is not messy but it is a little bit depressing. Quite impatient, and disappointed recently.Relapse on back and the ringing in the ears make things worst. Easily to get mad on other's thing too in the meantime others take it for granted. Quite silly and tiring.

Breaking my word is bringing me a little bit stress, even though I didn't reveal it. I dislike this. I ever hesitate whether this is a wrong and impulsive decision, but it is useless and only thing to do is to finish it nicely. This is my words to myself. This is about my reputation, my future. This is a chance. Come on, do it again.

Actions speak louder than words. Just keep quiet and speak out at the right time. Trust me, the result will be better. Don't get wrong, it is only limited in good thing.

Keep my words.

100 ideas! cool!

1. Go for a walk. Draw or list things you find on the the sidewalk.
2. Write a letter to yourself in the future.
3. Buy something inexpensive as a symbol for your need to create, (new pen, a tea cup, journal). Use it everyday.
4. Draw your dinner.
5. Find a piece of poetry you respond to. Rewrite it and glue it into your journal.
6. Glue an envelope into your journal. For one week collect items you find on the street.
7. Expose yourself to a new artist, (go to a gallery, or in a book.) Write about what moves you about it.
8. Find a photo of a person you do not know. Write a brief bio about them.
9. Spend a day drawing only red things.
10. Draw your bike.
11. Make a list of everything you buy in the next week.
12. Make a map of everywhere you went in one day.
13. Draw a map of the creases on your hand, (knuckles, palm)
14. Trace your footsteps with chalk.
15. Record an overheard conversation.
16. Trace the path of the moon in relation to where you live.
17. Go to a paint store. Collect ‘chips’ of all your favorite colors.
18. Draw your favorite tree.
19. Take 15 minutes to eat an orange.
20. Write a haiku.
21. Hang upside down for five minutes.
22. Hang found objects from tree branches.
23. Make a puppet.
24. Create an outdoor room from things you find in nature.
25. Read a book in one day.
26. Illustrate your grocery list.
27. Read a story out loud to a friend.
28. Write a letter to someone you admire.
29. Study the face of someone you do not like.
30. Make a meal based on a color theme. (i.e. all white).
31. Creat a museum of very small things.
32. List the smells in your neighborhood.
33. List 100 uses for a tin can.
34. Fill an entire page in your journal with small circles. Color them in.
35. Give away something you love.
36. Choose an object, draw the side you can’t see.
37. List all of the places you’ve ever lived.
38. Describe your favourite room in detail.
39. Write about your relationship with your washing machine.
40. Draw all of the things in your purse/bag.
41. Make a mini book based on the theme, “my grocery list”.
42. Create a character based on someone you know. Write a list of personality traits.
43. Recall your favorite childhood game.
44. Put postcards of art pieces/painting on the inside of your kitchen cupboard doors, so you can see them everyday (but not become deaf to them.)
45. Draw the same object every day for a week.
46. Write in your journal using a different medium (brush & ink, charcoal, old typewriter, crayons, fat markers.
47. Draw the individual items of your favorite outfit.
48. Make a useful item using only paper & tape.
49. Research a celebration or ritual from another culture.
50. Do a temporary art installation using a pad of post it notes & a pen.
51. Draw a map of your favorite sitting spots in your town/city. (photocopy it and give it to someone you like.)
52. Record all of the sounds you hear in the course of one hours.
53. Using a grid, collect various textures from magazine and play them off of each other.
54. Cut out all media for one day. Write about the effects.
55. Make pencil rubbings of six different surfaces.
56. Draw your garbage.
57. Do a morning collage.
58. List your ten most important things, (not including animals or people.)
59. List ten things you would like to do every day.
60. Glue a photo of yourself as a child into your journal.
61. Trasform some garbage.
62. Write an entry in your journal in really LARGE letters.
63. Collect some ‘flat’ things in nature (leaves, flowers). Glue or tape them into your journal.
64. Physically alter a page. (i.e. cut a hole, pour tea on it, burn it, fold it, etc.)
65. Find several color combinations you respond to in public. Document them using swatches, write where you found them.
66. Write a journal entry describing something “secret”. Cut it up into several pieces and glue them back in scrambled.
67. Record descriptions or definitions of subjects or words you are interested in, found in encyclopedias or dictionaries.
68. Draw the outline of an object without looking at the page. (contour drawing).
69. What were you thinking just now? write it down.
70. Do nothing. 71. Write a list of ten things you could to do. Do the last thing on the list.
72. Create an image using dots.
73. Do 3 drawings at different speeds.
74. Put a small object in your left pocket (or in a bag), Put your left hand in the pocket. Draw it by feel.
75. Create a graph documenting or measuring something in your life.
76. Draw the sun.
77. Create instructions for a simple everyday task.
78. Make prints using food. (fruit and vegetables cut in half, fish, etc.)
79. Find a photo. Alter it by drawing over it.
80. Write a letter using an unconventional medium.
81. Draw one object for twenty minutes.
82. Combine two activities that have not been combined before.
83. Write about your day in an encyclopedic fashion. (i.e. organize by subject.)
84. Write a list of all the things you do to escape.
85. Cut a random shape out of several layers of a magazine. Make a collage out of the results.
86. Write an entry in code.
87. Make a painting using tools from the bathroom.
88. Work with a medium that is subtractive.
89. Write about or draw some of the doors in your life.
90. Make a postcard that has some kind of activity on it.
91. Divise a journal entry using “layers”.
92. Divise an entry using “layers”.
93. Write your own definition of one of the following concepts, sitting, waiting, sleeping (without using the actual word.)
94. List 10 of your habits.
95. Illustrate the concept of “simplicity”.

100 ideas (pdf)

www.kerismith.com

现在只能听天由命。

1
病倒了，还没痊愈。
6天的假期，就这样全给了该死的病毒。

2
大家各有各的生活，
那我们都变了吗？
是好是坏？呵呵。

3
23个小时后，
就能知道能不能够一起闯第六关。
希望明天我们还在一起。

给一点时间。

1天1夜的思考，
9个小时的等候，
30 分钟的告白后，
世界开始降温。

同属在一个空间，却像隔了一层似薄似厚的膜。
割破，需要一天的观察？
毕竟举报失踪案也得等24小时。

后视镜里，反映着无奈，烦躁，凌乱，
荧幕徘徊在15个小时前。
卧在被窝，以为泪已完成任务，
却还有5分钟的后续。
是怎么了？
是最近真的太累，撑了好久，想释怀？
还是配合剧情需要？
还是真的为你流泪。。。

上一次的泪水是心痛，
 这一次又是什么？
是信心在动摇。
即使有猜透的能力，也有错的时候。
即使是喜欢谈心，也有忽略感受的时候。
即使再坚强的表面，也有脆弱的时候。

我不是好人。
我有错。
错在不够狠狠地放手让你走。
错在最后30分钟狠狠给的痛。
这次不再犯错，
愿这不会是个错。

不是放弃你。
来吧！再来一次！
3，2，1。





听自己。

做自己。

追自己。






等你回来。

我来这里呼吸。

累。

就这样，没有停。

结果依然一样。

还要过多2个月。

这样的持续，会反感吗？

想放下一切，就这样走！

但不能。

累。

呼吸后，又面对你。

还是要继续。

放心，我不会因为你颠倒自己的生活。
我看开了。
不然这么可以坚持到现在。
你，难不倒我。

Book binding~

Last monday and tuesday, i had joined the book binding workshop at college. We had learned 3 different ways to bind a book which are japanese binding, sewing onto tapes and coptic stitch. It was interesting and fun, but I was kinda messed up...Thanks to my classmates for guiding me, can't believe that i can sew =)

These are the books:

 

japanese binding

sewing onto tapes

coptic stitch

I will make it more and more in the future=)

我们一起加油！

七月，会很忙吧。
 刚刚才把要做的功课记录下来，贴在左边的墙壁上。嗯，好多哦。做得完吗？还剩下16天就开学了。。。>m<
 以前考试，也是喜欢把要读的chapters写在纸上，旁边也注明日期，然后一张张地贴在墙壁上，每天望一下，提醒自己。每读完一个，就会删掉一个，每删掉一个，整个人就更有冲劲。就是喜欢这个习惯。

你们呢？
哎，还真的好久没和你们哈啦。
大忙人，是我的称号，哈哈。你们很好，能体谅。
那时候的疯狂胡闹，我都还记得。
偶尔想想你们，人也会开朗。
或许不能常常和你们聚在一块，但你们知道我喜欢用另类的方式给你们支持。
我相信给一个小小的惊喜能让身边的人活得不乏味。
我一辈子都要做这种事。
 职业病吗？哈哈，可能吧。

可爱的你们，
准备到下一站了吗？
别怕，
知道你们是行的。
记得，别让自己不快乐。
不快乐，可以考虑找郑嘉琪，她或许不能答应你什么，也帮不到什么，但是却会尽力让你微笑。


我们一起加油！=）





世界最大的空间是进步空间。

$$$

Friday morning, I received a call from dasein. I thought the finance girl would ask for my May's school fees at first since every payment should be made before 15th. I felt relieved when she informed me about the scholarship, and suggested me to use it for May's payment, and pay for June in the same time (contra). Yes, I hit my target to be the top student based on my last semester's result, and the college offers the scholarship. I'm thankful to all the lecturers and friends who have been helping me a lot since foundation. It is an encouragement for me to keep it up but it is also a pressure because it is not easy to maintain the GPA especially in third year. And what I'm proud of is I had cleared the debt that I borrowed from mum to learn driving in the last Dec, and relieve my mum's burden to pay for my May's fee! I will try my best  to achieve my next goal and so to "earn"
 more money.

(God treats me well because my mum told me, the government announced that  next year all the P license driver needs to sit for exam to get L license...haha....my P license is still valid for 11'2 years...= =)

Taking bus to college

Today I went to college to help demonstrate sketching for the new intake in the illustration session at 3pm. It was their 1st orientation day. It was also my 1st time to demonstrate in front of so many students. I'm thankful that I had this opportunity to gain another experience. But I think this morning was more interesting.

Usually, I go to college following  either Sy's dad's or mum's car. But today I decided to take bus since her dad moved at 7am. Yesterday night, I sms Carmen asked her how to go Wangsa Maju by bus. This morning, got more infomartion again from her. She said take U11 to Chow Kit Monorail, and then take U20 or U24 to Wangsa Maju LRT Station. Chow Kit Monorail...I don't know where is it leh, but I took the risk.

I took the bus with my mum at 11.30am since she wanted to go Kepong. The bus kept moving and stopping, and I was just looking at the road scene. When I'm the last people in the bus, the bus driver asked me: " U nak turun kat Chow Kit Monorail kan? Kenapa tadi tak turun?" Hahaha, that moment I realized that I missed the station,  but I asked the driver idiotly:" Ya keh? Sudah lepas ah?" Then he asked me to wait in the bus. Alright, When he came back, I told him I actually wanted to go Wangsa Maju. So he told me to walk straight to the bus station in front, then take U20 or U24.I was calm. So I quickly following  his instruction, walked straight and the place is familiar, I came here before. Haha, that is Masjid Jamek LRT Station la my god! So I changed my mind to take LRT since I'm more familiar with it, and I reached my college at 1.30pm.( pandai? ur head la! haha! Carmen, next time accompany me pls...)

So at 3pm, the Illus club's chairman and the vice chairman started to give briefing to the new faces. They are very humorous and the responds were good (because Malaysian student don't know how to open their mouth=.= ). Surprisingly, a lot of the new intake are girls! Almost 2/3!

After the two guys introduced the artworks by illustration students, it left 25 minutes for me to demo. I was thinking I could only finish sketching the facial features, because my fastest speed is 1 hour. BUT I BREAK MY RECORD! I finished quick sketching in 15 minutes! That's already a good improvement for me! Oh great, now I believe I can draw better in the faster speed. Yes, I will train myself. ^^

So, the session ended with some advices like PLS FINISH YOUR ASSIGNMENTS AT TIME. I really have to remind myself every time in next sem. Next sem is truly a disaster man! GOD BLESS LA...>.<

孩子们，我会一直为你们付出。

六位小朋友，来到这里上第一堂的免费补习班。第一次见到他们，最难忘的是他们那腼腆的笑容，却很纯真。慈济所安排的人文课让这些小朋友暖暖身，而我也被感染了，即放下了身段，和他们一起唱，一起玩，就像回到了童年无忧无愁的时刻。教导他们的时候，了解到他们在课业上的困难，然而他们认真乖巧的态度让我更要把他们教好，至少我有这一份力为他们付出。就只是三小时的共处，已经给他们添加温暖。

孩子们，当你们给我拥抱，说声： “感恩，谢谢你。” 的时候，那一刻很温馨，很感动。
你问我：“下一次你还有来吗？”
我多么希望我能很肯定地说：“有！”
我回答你：“我要开学了，不知道下次还有没有来。”
我忘了你的表情，却感受到你还是会有点心酸。

我答应，只要有机会，我就会去看你们。感恩。

探访感恩户

4月4日，这天是慈济每个月的的慈善日，这天慈济会发放物质和生活费给感恩户（指需要帮助的一些家庭包括贫苦、单亲的等）。这次是第二次参加慈济的活动了。今早8.30浩强学长、他妈妈和姿殷来到我家载我（不好意思，让你们等我...），然后再一起到bandar sri damansara 的共修处集合。在那里，师姐们先讲解案主的情形，说佛（我忘了这活动叫什么，就是关于佛的），看影片再来讲解一些计划，然后才开始探访活动。

案主一家住在甲洞其中一个旧公寓的12楼，屋子狭窄，2 间房，家私很简单，也没几个。“阿弥陀佛，感恩” 是我们到访时的第一句话。因为一次的交通意外，他的脊椎骨歪了，左肩的骨断了，左手会24小时麻痹，不能出外工作，一家四口靠妻子出 外打拼。育有一男一女，男的在拉曼学院念着STPM，小的才刚上初中一。

互动中，感觉很好, 师姐复查水电费是否起价，慰问孩子的状况，大家互相支持关怀，鼓励案主不要太悲观。其实已经很幸运了，至少可以自己打理，不需要妻子在家照顾，孩子也很懂事。他的无奈，我们都感受到。然而，很感恩他的热心，即使有缺陷，还是坚持每月的第三个星期日，从住家走路到甲洞环保站进行资源分类，为救援地球出一份力，哪怕是点滴的力量。1 小时的交心，不断地为对方祝福，让他继续相信人间有爱。

与感恩户聊天，了解他们的苦，用爱弥补他们心中的缺憾，只是一个很简单的举动，已经让他们感到祈福的力量，也要把握机会，帮助更多的人。只要有能力，这一份善心一定要延续下去。

踏出这一步后。

那天，缘分让我们碰了面。你微笑地跟我说了些话，牵动了我的心。当我决定要爱，上天好像知道还不是时候，给我阻步。我依然相信故事没那么快结束。

你没有放弃，时不时都发短讯，让我感受到你的关怀。我也没想过放弃，也让你知道我的心没有变过，只是我的行动好像少了点，也许零点。直到那次，你联络我，问我是否要再给自己一个机会，我犹豫了一下。挂了电话，我给你发了短讯：“燕珊，好吧。” 我想我的决定没错。
 谢谢你，燕珊。感恩你和我碰面，让我和慈济结下了缘。

把爱传出去，造福他人，是好事。3月的第三个星期天，我第一次参加慈济的环保活动。那天，浩强学长到星光校门口载我，到甲洞榴莲街那进行环保活动。学长向我解释如何资源分类，也聊了一些慈济的活动。由于是第一次，所以选择了比较简单的纸张分类。原来纸张的分类也是知识。分类的过程中，体会到大家对地球的爱，看到一些趣事，大家的亲切，真诚的笑容，真的很快乐。我也结交多一位朋友，不过只记得她的名字有个殷，是位老师。让我感到更惊喜的是，我遇到了以前中学的朋友翠婷，她也和妈妈与哥哥来参加这短短的环保活动。缘分这东西，真的是无法预料。

除了感谢慈济，我感谢自己踏出这一步。除了画画，一直想做的就是志工，不断地帮助需要帮助的人，把爱与幸福都散播出去，让更多的人感到快乐。这个“梦想”拖 了好久没有实现，因为不知道该如何去执行，也不知道哪里开始。在忙碌中，也常常与这样的善念擦肩而过。然而，我还是一直提醒自己，即使忙着绘画，也别忘了助人为快乐之本。要帮助人，不必等时机，即使通过画画，我也能让他人快乐。现在，我能为你们做得更多，我觉得我很幸福。

真的不需要埋怨太多，凡事都知足，乐观地面对，因为你的以后来自你的态度。也没有说迟不迟，只是说你有没有心。人都会有错，因为不认错，不面对错，不改变错，所以抱怨很多。我也会这样，但是我愿意改变，原谅，感恩。

I hope the situation will change.

Lonestar is American country music group. I know this band through american idol, Aaron Kelly who sang this song called "I'm Already There" last week. It is about a dad who is away on business who calls his family and says that even though he is gone for a while, he is there with them in spirit. Touching one. There is another version by Westlife, but I personally prefer the original version.
 
Lonestar-I'm Already There

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes
I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already there

One day you will

Such a long time I didn't update my blog.hmm, kinda busy and lazy. Anyway, recently I like the song's by Lady Antebellum so much, the lyrics are meaningful, yet the songs are touching. Maybe is because I personally love country music.=D

LadyAntebellum-One Day You Will

You feel like you’re falling backwards
Like you’re slippin’ through the cracks
Like no one would even notice
If you left this town and never came back

You walk outside and all you see is rain
You look inside and all you feel is pain
And you can’t see it now

But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there’s a silver lining
Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won’t be much longer
You’ll find love, you’ll find peace
And the you you’re meant to be
I know right now that’s not the way you feel
But one day you will

You wake up every morning and ask yourself
What am I doing here anyway
With the weight of all those disappointments
Whispering in your ear

You’re just barely hanging by a thread
You wanna scream but you’re down to your last breath
And you don’t know it yet

But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there’s a silver lining
Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won’t be much longer
You’ll find love, you’ll find peace
And the you you’re meant to be
I know right now that’s not the way you feel
But one day you will
Find the strength to rise above
You will
Find just what you’re made of, you’re made of

But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there’s a silver lining
Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won’t be much longer
You’ll find love, you’ll find peace
And the you you’re meant to be
I know right now that’s not the way you feel
I know right now that’s not the way you feel
But one day you will
One day you will
Oh one day you will

Because you loved me.

There are a lot of unpredictable challenges in our life. Strong strength is not enough for someone who is lost, he or she needs a lot of supports to move on. The love from family, friends, lover and even pets can let you keep the light from fading. I just want to share this wonderful and familiar song to all of you suddenly. Remember, life is precious. Make your everyday full of happiness because there are a lot of people loving you and me, so do we are ;-)

Because You Loved Me- Celine Dion

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I a Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me