Hohoho~Merry Christmas!

We did it!! XD

We really did it! Our 1st dollhouse miniature!

This is made for my lovely birthday friend, Cheng Yee. I always think that dollhouse is a very meaningful, touching, special and priceless present. Since we are in holidays now, so we decided to make one for CY! You are the lucky No.1, baby!

 We took 5 days to complete the present, but the 3 days were planning and collecting the information of her favourite. (3 days...elo,we are the beginner leh) Finally, we started to make the wooden wall and floor,following the table,cabinet, christmas tree, decoration and the tiny things. At the time we had finished the table, we were truly excited! We really made a table out! hahaha!!

Making this is a nice experience for us. Sy is a totally professional lap sap po! ahahaha!! That whole dollhouse's materials are actually the recycled things! I learned a lot from you, buddy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, CHENG YEE!!Muackz! XD

Didn't sleep for 24 hours to make this tiny thing?! Friend, it's absolutely worth!! Gam dong ah!! (We did it referring Evangelione's Handmade (this girl is geng dao...............)) Thanks to our lovely Joyce providing the useful infomation and Carmen's help^^

Our 5cm high table

Let's go travel!

Peppermint ice cream cake with a strawberry topping and our failed spaghettiXD  

 

 The accesories

 

Calendar made by Carmen and the Cecelia Ahern's book

Merry X'mas

Presents for u...

tada!

It's only 13cm x 13cm!!

Veli the gam dong ah....=D

Holidays

Finally, I "had finished" the characters and it means it is HOLIDAYS...Holidays,holidays,but this is not the holidays for fun, it is mainly to do the heavy assignments and upgrade myself. This time, the holidays has been extended from 3 weeks to 1 month, but  it also means that next sem holidays has been shortened. This is a great time to improve my skill so that i will not suffer tortures from the next sem subjects. Of course, this is also the time for the gathering!

Okay la, wish you Happy Holiday and Merry Christmas!





You never know what surprise I can bring for you. Life is short, do something meaningful.^^

lack of time!!

finally finish this. still need to improve. but now have to finish the 2nd one 1st. OMG! no time!!

left 34 hours for us

Saturday dateline, we still have 34 hours to go...I didn't sleep for 24 hours ady...file corrupted lagi...God bless!

40个真理

1. 我喜欢喝牛奶，希望可以去纽西兰挤牛奶~
2. 芝士是我的最爱~
3. 我妹说我很像家里的piggy。
4. 我不喜欢asam laksa 酸酸的味道~ 
5. 以前给自己太大压力了。
6. 现在想通了，开心就好啦！
7. 偶尔需要默不作声，不是毫不知情，只是少惹是非，做好本分。
8. 讲太多，最后一定做不到。
9. 一个很有钱的人，却还要埋怨这个那个，我实在看不过眼。
10. 发脾气，故意地敲敲打打，真的很不好。
11. 我家有这样的文化。
12. 我庆幸我是出淤泥而不染。
13. 我有畏高症~
14. 每个人看到我的手，就会讲：“cc,你很多毛叻~”,不然就会手痒痒，“拔苗助长”~
15. 钱，真的可以让人很暴躁。 
16. 我真的很希望现在中toto。
17. 有些事想得太多，等你决定好了，早已失去当初的沸腾。
18. 我还没有资格去爱一个人。
19. 我最想做的，是让我的家人活得更好，但是我一直做不到。
20. 何时才能让妈咪真的开开心心地笑，这个问题好无奈。
21. 从小到现在，我都认为用左手写字很酷！
22. 小时候和现在的差别总很大。
23. 当局者迷，旁观者清。
24. 与其说有梦的人傻，不如说无梦的人悲。
25. 慢慢来，比较快。
26. 能够做朋友是缘分。
27. 相信我，放下憎恨，你会自问为什么你不早点这么做~我遗憾还不能改变你的想法。
28. 等待，不如寻找；寻找，不如创造。
29. 不要为了一点小事和挫折而放弃，你会让我看不起你。
30. 一句话连续重复2次或以上，是真心话。
31. 我的右眼比左眼小。
32. 果酱配苏打饼，我一吃就停不了口。
33. 我坚持不喝nescafe。
34. 说一句很真诚对不起，对我来讲，有点难。
35. 简单的祝福能暂时让寂寞好了。
36. 坚强的人，其实是脆弱的。
37. 闲或有压力的时候，我会习惯地唱：“为何永远放不低~”
38. 你不好问我点解啦，我都唔知点解啊...
39. 但是，唱咗又爽爽地喔...
40. 所以哇， 开心就好啦！^ ^

happy birthday to u, cicak!! haha!!

This is my 1st time drawing for a friend as birthday present. I actually wanted to put the water color effect, but then i tried another effect, combine the airbrush and artist's oil brush style. Haha,. I think I should yan jiu more...but anywhere, HOPE U LIKE IT, CICAK！

完美方程式？

每一种颜色都有自己的美。
然而，人的一时迷糊，
贪婪地调动它们自然的均匀度，
慢慢的，鲜彩被污浊了。
被蒙蔽的心，无法控制地爱上灰色。
灰色，一个没有距离的颜色。
人滥用它调和的地位，变成了挑拨离间的使者，
不知情地跌进无法测量的谷底。
游戏的刺激性，决定灰色的巴仙率。

不甘心白色拥有着纯洁的衣裳，
不专业地加了红色，
你...胜利了吗？
你错了，它更要感谢你，
你让它变得更加出色了。

嘘......
我听到了。
我不作声。
不是害怕，
是因为我和你不一样。
你的野心，向我宣战了。
我的平常心，还是抱着一样的心态，
去追求，去看待，
做人坦诚，
开心就好啦。


我为你祈祷，不在精心炮制的迷宫里，在出口找到我。





p/s:1) 告诉你，我最近爱上蔡旻佑的歌。
     2) 我感冒了。>__<

don't think you are not good, think you can be good, even excellent.

Things are more challenging now. This time, I remind myself everyday not to lazy and approach to excuses anymore, since I learned a lesson from last sem. Last time I was addicted with net (fb can knock me down...) and didn't arrange the time wisely. So, all the things were finished in rush.

I got my result last friday. Surprisingly, I have improved. I think one of the reason is the moral study(frankly, I didn't expect it). I feel glad that I still maintain my standard. However, I didn't feel satisfied with some of my last sem's artworks. I still can't master in designing character and painter. It takes time to do it. I was giving myself a lot of excuses, and I lost my patience. So sometimes, things were not up to my request.

This sem, I wouldn't let it happen. I have to train myself, speed up my skill, and cut down entertainment. And it was exciting that I have been chosen to be the assistant of lecturer,teaching figure sketching. I truly appreciate this opportunity because I believe that I can learn more and get experience from this.Thanks to syin who let me stay at her room after class^^.The syllabus of figure sketching is the one I'm not really good in - perspective and human structure. I felt nervous in the 1st class, and somehow hesitating the things i told them. Moreover, I taught them wrong!!(I'm so sorry...T.T) So, it is no excuse for me to stop improving. I promise to myself not to give wrong message so they confide in me. Juniors are fast, so how could I still crawling?!       

就是你!!!!!!!!!!!!

谜底终于揭开了。

一个月了，还撇不开身上的红点，
到底是什么在作祟，
我们只是胡乱猜测。
就在那个晚上，它露出马脚了!!
原来就是它!!害得我们两姐妹一直都还没痊愈!!
就是这么小的家伙，可以让我们饱受折磨!!
那个晚上，
一有发现，立刻拿咖唱，
毫不留情，让它们‘房间蒸发’！
还把它们的隐居地给摧毁了！
简直是又怕又累，
搞到凌晨2点，
我们换了地点，约周公去了。

果真，换了地点，
红点起了极大的变化！
这几天，就得迁就一下环境，
还要大出血进新货，
再来好好准备，
杀得一只都不能留!!
很八郎去死吧!!!



实在是恐怖到。。。

记得感恩。

那一刻，很怕。
一直提醒自己，
不能哭，保持冷静。

感谢2 位auntie，
没有您的镇定，我不敢想象，
她会怎么办。
没有您的出现，
生活也就少了保障。
没有您们，
生活上也会遇到更加多的困扰。
谢谢你们的到访，帮助 和关心。
 
小的比较情绪化，
不敢相信眼前的事实，
豪放大哭。
这时候，我更加不能掉眼泪，不可以。

看着您的伤口，
您的步伐，
我很心痛。
感谢上帝，
让我更加懂得珍惜，
让我知道我要更加自立，
让我更加要争气。

明天不知道能不能看你表演了。
但是你却要表演得更好，
这是责任，更是你学会坚强的时候。
舞台没了你的出神入化，会不精彩。
我会照顾她。
加油，
不要为自己留下多一份遗憾，
更不要让我们失望。

piggy, 你今天特别乖，
改天奖赏你。


记得，
不要埋怨，不要懒惰，不要依赖。
要关心， 要感恩，要珍惜。


感谢朋友的关心。
我懂得怎么做。


我会一直祈祷。

咪，明天就和您在家看偶像的爱在首尔吧。

your next step?

Excuses always spread out an illusion of beauty.

Humans like excuses, even though they know it could make them to the wrong path and destroy their bright prospect bit by bit, because of another excuse-laziness.

If someone asks u: What do u desire? And your answer is I don't know.Sometimes, is it you really don't know or you don't ever think it, or you have no dare to do it? In your mind, you want it, but in reality, you keep in your heart, and do not do something to realize it. You might do it, but it is still lack of something called confidence and persistence.

Humans are scared to ask, lazy to ask, although the master is standing in front of them and waiting to give answer. Yet,they're waiting to be given answer. The answer is useless if you don't care about it.

Sometimes, people might not agree with your thought. Nevertheless, don't give yourself excuse: No one support me, I better give up. You might go on alone. It might be tough and cruel, but you shouldn't give up your mind. You might not influence people's mind now,but if you continue, people will flow with you one day.

Every time you fall, think why do you fall. Don't repeat the mistake because the next mistake is coming. If you're tired, give your soul a sufficient rest. Don't rest until you become lazy and lose the passion. When you're ready, do it again and create a better scene.

Be prepare to climb the rocky mountain. If you want it, you will do it.
Don't said you are not qualified yet, because the only disqualified person is the person who is like to wait and give excuse. Some situations may lead you loss one's head and fail again, but if you choose to stand up and do again, things will change better little by little and finally reach to success, no matter it is a small o big dream.

Yet, don't force yourself too much.
The most important thing is to live happily and meaningfully.
Perhaps all these seem useless at certain time.
Be patient.
Only go if you really want to do it.


For you, for me. Good luck :-)

我爱袖珍娃娃屋~

一直以来我就很喜欢DIY、拼图之类的东西，尤其是袖珍娃娃屋（Dollhouse & miniature）。觉得很巧妙，很有心思，尤其是手作的，更让我看得兴奋傻眼！如果把DIY作为礼物，应该会让人很感动吧~

虽然很喜欢，但我就是不会做。。。又不会缝纫。。。每次就是只动口，不动手，又挨着没时间，所以也只做过一两个咯。不过ho，不要看扁我叻，因为我的那份热情一直都在！之前就是因为老杺“抄” 到好野，有update制作过程，还有教你怎么做DIY，所以现在更加疯狂了！还以为M‘sia 鲜少有人对这些有兴趣，原来我是大错特错，还有协会的叻~ 你们可以来看一看：

http://dmaom.blogspot.com/

http://evangelione.blogspot.com/search/label/Dollhouse Miniature 袖珍娃娃屋

现在放假了，就好好利用时间，除了要去研究一些画法进修自己，也会去了解如何制作娃娃屋。这一切都并不容易，买材料也要钱啊！ 所以要精心计划，不然就会破惨了~

有些人会问，做DIY的意义是什么？ 应该是100%的诚意和心思吧。你试想想，当你收到一份朋友亲手制作的礼物，那一份感动是笔墨无法形容的。我不知道以后的路怎么走，是要把DIY当做业余还是终身事业，我觉得并不重要。重要的是你如何运用你现在所学的，把它们展现在不同的领域，创造出不一样的潮流。当然更重要的是对ART的passion一直催死不灭！

我从部落格和上flickr找的，跟你们分享下：

这个娃娃屋里面还有灯的


日本式的娃娃屋，门可以动的


生日快乐^^


很小、很真，对不对?



有味道~






老杺又说26/9 & 27/9, 在central market 会有袖珍娃娃屋展览，真的很期待！！

piano sheet music

http://thepianocian.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=18&Itemid=54

u can get some popular song's piano sheet here.

You can search in www.scribd.com if you can get from the website i mentioned here and the blog below. This is a kindly useful website because I found "apologize" and "innocence" there. Enjoy!

yeah!! I found it!!

Recently, I feel like to play my keyboard again(since I can't afford to buy a piano...T.T) . Everytime during holiday, I will play my keyboard again. That's so good to play it. It make me relax and enjoy even can't stop for it.

I love "river flows in you" by yiruma,a south korean composer. So I tried to search the sheet music just from google. I thought searching piano sheet music is a tough task, because everytime when i found it, either it is not free downloading or it is not a full original version. But surprisingly, I found it for free downloading!And it is full version!! Maybe that is a very popular music.Very happy and I can learn it in this holiday!

This is actually one of my plan to learn a song in holiday.

Then I tried to search "The Climb"by Miley Cyrus and "Love Story" by Taylor Swift. These songs are so popular and so damn nice! At first, it was a bit failure because i have downloaded the useless one. But i still kept searching. I tried to search the tutorial in youtube 1st, maybe there is noted the website I can get it. And I found it! The video is not only teaching you to play, but also offer you her blogspot so you can get the sheet music there. The most exciting is there got many newest song's piano sheet!!ahahaha!!

Actually before I found this blogspot, I found the website which offer you many tutorial including musical instrument. This is actually a very useful website.So for those who are interested, you may check out the website below:

http://horsegirl15.blogspot.com/2009/03/climb-notes.html (piano sheet music)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HR1-upyM65U&feature=related (youtube video tutorial)

http://www.wonderhowto.com/how-to/video/how-to-play-crush-by-david-archuleta-on-the-piano-244822/(all the video tutorial)

This is for you-river flows in you

Good luck!^^

is holiday!!

yeah!!is holiday!! finally I can have sufficient time to do my favorite thing!

There are so many things to do in this holiday. Of course, I can't stop drawing because this is the time for me to improve myself and learn new skill. I haven't reach the current level i have set,so got to appreciate this holiday so won't be so exhausted doing the coming sem's assignments.

I got to rest at home since I was infected by something till my body all red spot......T.T

I got to gather with all my friends,hang out, movie, sot plak with them! i miss u guys alot!!!

I also want to make something special for all of u.......secret.................xp

In conclusion,there are a lot of thing to do!!!!

Happy Holiday!!!^^

friends are wonderful~

When you are in happiness, there is someone called 'Friends' who would share and enjoy your stories. 'Friends' laughs with you, plays with you, crazies with you and does the wonderful things that you never done in your life.

When you are in sadness, there is someone called 'Friends' who would let you cry on his/her shoulder and heal your broken heart. 'Friends' listens to you, hugs you, supports you.

When you are in the darkness, there is someone called 'Friends' who would pull you out from the deepest hole,and even jump into the hole and face the darkness together with you. 'Friends' advices you, helps you, loves you.

Thank you to all of you who care and always be my side when i need you. I'm glad because I have you guys to color my life. Sometimes, my words, my acts may let you angry, feel impatient, I'm here to say sorry. However, when the time i need the power of friendship, you guys are the shinning stars. Even though it is just a simple message, i can feel the sincerity and the power.

Don't worry guys, I'm okay. It is a process. It is a learning. It is another level. Life is still goes on. When it is gone, just let it go. There are many wonderful things waiting for me to achieve, to learn, to enjoy. Cheer up!^^


Love u guys! muackz!!

放手

8月25日,晚上11点，我们选择放手了。

没有懊悔，没有怨恨。


或许爱来得太早，但是它依然给了我们需要的勇气。
以后会想念，会流泪，
但每一次流泪后我会笑得更灿烂。
因为千变万化的回忆，是活得更好的理由。

感谢你，曾经牵我的手。

今夜，我才真正地在你心底的秘密花园绕了几圈，悲惨吗？呵。。。
大吵大闹，不是我们的作风。
虽然冷静地放手，但毕竟也是另一种伤。


七夕的冷风在嘲笑？还是安慰？不重要了。


不管怎样，我们还是挽留友谊。


祝福你，也祝福我。

值得

年少轻狂的我们都想为自己留下很多的第一次。第一次往往是最慌张却最诚心诚意的。

有时候我们想做的事都不定得到每个人的支持，可能他们会认为我们只是浪费时间随口说说，可是我们在背后策略的都是为自己的生活点缀一点点的感动。

我们有时会保持沉默，是怕太多的意见会让我们失去了那份快感。最后才让你知道，会让你体会到我们的用心，认同我们的想法，融合我们的世界，享受沉默背后的惊喜。

~撒上一层层的诚意~

结局可以拍烂手掌，可以疯狂大笑，可以泪撒心灵，可以无奈叹气，更可以冷言冷语，狂风暴雨。。。
听到别人给你的掌声，我们多了一份肯定；
和大家一起狂笑，我们是毫无掩饰，做回自己;
让眼泪流过你的心灵，你拥有沉默的感动，
我们无奈叹气，至少我们尽力，累了也无所谓，依然继续；
面对着冷言冷语，我们会更加努力。

两个字: 值得。


有时候你想做一件事情，不需要考虑太多，问一问自己，值得吗？值得就去做，考虑得太多，会失去最纯真的心。享受第一次，有时候最有智慧的人也未必懂得。

~好不容易哦~

朋友，谢谢你们当了我们2个小时的part time白老鼠，见证了我们的第一次。吃起来还蛮像石头的...哈哈哈...


ah yee n etek, 生日快乐！^^

不变的态度，跌了再站起来也会停步

人生有高有低，
高潮时，要把握机会，
低潮时，要思考，为自己制造机会。

面对着电脑，手不停地画，
目标只有一个，一定要过关。
无论有任何的困难，都要把这一切划上句点，
不完美也好，却没有遗憾。

这一夜过去,我尽力了，你却在这时候止步，
我预料着逃不过这一节。

担心你。
有了一次，就会有下一次。
有时候你的举动让我血液循环，有时候我面目表情，有时候很疯狂，
每一天都不一样，
唯有一样没变，只要一天我们还在这里，
你有困难，我一定会尽力帮你过关。

你说，不必担心我，我没事。
你认为我会放弃吗？
或许你从小到大被过度保护，
有时候遇到小小龙卷风，就是那个样，
皱眉头，眯眼睛，抓头发，乱喊乱叫。。。
以前觉得没什么，日子久了，麻木了，现在却开始反感。

我不太懂。很难吗？
我的口水应该把你疲累的身躯淹没了，剩下你脑袋的迷宫，
让你用我给你的bonus，慢慢闯关，走出迷宫。
机会不停地和你招手，你没跟他们握手拥抱，
意味回眸。
就这样，跌倒了。跌了无数。

你站起来，需要适应的时间比人多。
思考，你有，可是走不出来。
每开始适应后，
恶性又再次侵犯，你又再次抵抗不了，
用回同样的策略，享受同样的结果。

不是每一次都那么幸运，
困难是难非难，在于你怎么去衡量。
思考得多，却没有标准的重量，
只会让我们止步。

这一次后，你要逃跑，
逃出19年来经营的保护区，体验长大，
留下更多脚步的烙印，而且每一步都要那么值得回忆。

加油。

every dream is an omen

I dreamed. The dream is still vivid,i still remember the important part, because it is related to rat, me, my love partner, my best friend, and even famous singers. I think that is a message for me, so when i woke up, i quickly search it online to interpret it. Mum said the the message behind dream u dreamed in the morning is usually very accurate.

My dream: 1st, very funny. i dreamed about AVRIL LAVIGNE! It seems like i'm watching mv. She was rowing boat to the seaside. It was an island. There was a constructing building. There were stalls selling food. Then, Avril gone,my friend came. ONe of the stall was actually using cream to make flowers,some beautiful things.Then, I said to my friend:" very creamy!" (rejecting)

Then day turned dark. Both of us walking all along the road, chating gently. Walked and walked, suddenly got function. We walked in. Then I saw zhen. I was trying to ignore, like very emo.

We went toilet, funny, my friend enter the man's toilet. Luckily, no one inside. Then I gt sms from zhen. is like " we need to talk". Then, in our chat, he said i change to be less talkative recently. What is very funny is, he suddenly turn into 潘玮柏, saying hi to AKON at the stairchase. Then, I said nothing and walked away to toilet.

In the toilet (this is the climax), there was something jumped to my shoulder! It was rat! I was holding it, and couldn't let go. I tried to scream loud, but the voice was not coming out! I don't know whether i was bitten by rat, then i let it go, now only i screamed... Then i woke up.

And you know what, the dream interpretation, it is quite accurate...

These are the interpretation,i'm lazy to conclude it all:

Rat:

A rat is a sign that negative influences are undermining your vitality. Dreams about rats and mice usually reflect the worries which are "gnawing" you. Seeing a rat: you will go through some unpleasant experience with other people. If you are bitten by a rat in the dream, be aware that one of your friends is determined to ruin your reputation. If you catch or kill a rat, it is a warning about trouble in your love relationship or friendship.

To see lab animals in your dream, suggests that an aspect of yourself is being repressed. You feel that you are not able to fully express your desires and emotions. Alternatively, it suggests that you need to experiment with your fears, choices, and beliefs. Try not to limit yourself.

Best friend :

If there is some situation or incident that has happened recently then the appearance of a best friend maybe very much linked to that. But if that is not the case then their appearance maybe symbolic. In such cases the best friend can often symbolise your ideal situation or preferred outcome.

Beach:
To see yourself working on a beach shows that you will soon be involved with a job, or project, that will be demanding of you in both time and effort. If you are just relaxing on a beach this shows that you value the calm feelings that family get togethers lend to you, and if you see yourself sitting on a beach and letting the sand run through your fingers that shows that you are running out of time on something important due to idling your time away.

Building:
If the buildings you dream of are stately and majestic you could have to much ceremony in your life and not enough everyday good people attitudes. If the buildings are beautiful with lots of green lawn around them then are you destined for a life of plenty. Should the buildings be dilapidated and in ruins then this will show that you will have business or love problems with the likelihood of loss very high.

Boyfriend:

Dreaming about your real-life boyfriend can mean he's on your mind for a particular reason right now. Pay attention to what's happening in the dream for cues about your thoughts and feelings toward your boyfriend or the relationship.

Singer:
To see a famous singer in your dream, represents harmony and some divine influence or vibrations. It indicates glorification of the human spirit. Consider also your general impression of this singer and how those specific qualities may be triggered by someone or some situation in your waking life.

wooooowwwwww.....

It is accurate that i have somthing worry in my mind. i dream about my friend who is also facing mostly the same thing with me. I'm unable to fullfill my desires. Tons of homeworks making me crazy.I'm hot temper recently, not good people everyday. I didn't go out with my bf to celebrate 1st anniversary for some reasons and i feel not really happy with it. God is telling me. I shouldn't limit myself.

Somtimes, don't ignore ur dream, it mb a msg to u.

bored...

Whenever we are talking about haunted house, my pbsm gang will be chating it tremendously. It was very unforgotable. The years before pbsm did it, haunted house was incharged by scout. And in 2006, our application was proved. That was the 1st time for pbsm, sure we wanted to make it the best to prove no only scout can make it,but we are, and better than them(students always think that sb's pbsm is lou zi...). That was exhausting, but luckily, we have a very excellent team,always come out with awesome ideas and designs, responsible and very dedicated. I really miss the moments...It was very very fun when we scared people until they cried,and that means our haunted house is very successful,even until now, we are still the best. After we graduated, we always hope to see our juniors do better than us.

Today is sb's canteen day,and I went with etek and lalat just to see how is the haunted house going this year. Cicak sick and monkey works, so not going. When we step in, lalat kept searching the toilet. haha,she went here and there, downstair blok d 's toilet locked, then went upstair, still locked, after she went 3 or 4 corners, then only she successful found the unlocked toilet!XD

Outside haunted house,what a long queue! yes, not at all surprising. we just decided to get in when the "ghosts" are tired, haha... Walking around the school,chat with our teachers, the school is different. Students nowsadays are no disciplined and like kids. It was mess! I don't mean that they can't play around, but can they follow and respect the basic sch rules? They are really like kids... And the sch mural,oh god...i beh tahan lo...it is not creative, not impressing and is messy. I know, most of the students don't like to draw mural, so just cin cai la.And you know, really cin cai dao...Ya,I know I'm art lover, but I'm understanding and not expecting the students to draw very very geng, just can they be a bit creative? Just don't make it the whole sch's mural are almost the same style! Don't tell me "i'm not creative".If I ask u,whether you do research and really think about it, u sure die standing.

That's fine. Then we saw something really "mengesiasuikan"(cicak created), the scrawled mural! I knows this is normal for some schools, but for us,we think that that is embarrasing and students are uncontrollable! And then I asked my sis, she give me a very good answer:"that is student's message wall"! Waliao eh...

Wasting our time there, bored...if not for haunted house,we already go somewhere else,better than staying there. Finally, no more people queue up,so we entered the house. Ya, very dark, and we were a bit scared at 1st. But then, we laughed and laughed at the ghosts,it was funny... it was about 1 minute,rm5 flied... It was not impressing us, Anyway,u guys still scared people until cried successfully. Good job, but still can improve.^^ 

In conclusion, what a bored canteen day...=.= 

another level

Recently, I'm kinda losing my patience. It seem staying away from me these days. I speak loudly, crack back when sis and mum grumbling about me. I got many things worry in my mind, so seem like nothing suits me. I'm easily to get impatient with my family's act, friends' deed, and even myself.

Holidays...I spent too much on entertainments. Or maybe I don't want to face the assignments, it is exhausting. Now left one week to finish it. Oh devil, u must be enjoying ur moment. I'm glad to spend the precious time with you...>~<

I think about my present and future. I searched many awesome artworks and tutorials,company and studio, realising I'm really really tiny. I'm getting not enthuse for what I'm doing currently. I can't do what i want to do. I feel like many little obstacles are making my plans upside down. The unsastifying result, making my mind fly to the words "give up". "Give up",I never spell this to my heart. May be it is not giving up, I'm escaping. I'm losing confidence.

I wonder, what I actually want to do, and what I like to do, I mean in art. What is my job in my future? Am I going to draw comic? or concept art? or making diy based on my illustration knowledge? I'm worrying and start to hate myself why my skill, my speed and my idea is still not up to the mark.

Then, I recall what lecturer said to us. It is not the question you can't make it, it is the question do you want to make it. Yes, I want to make it. So, just do it! To success, we must always improve ourselves,attitude, knowledges, skills and more and more. Be responsible to your decision. We need not to worry if we are really good. It is normal to worry about future, especially at this level, but why not we do it and put many effort on it rather than worrying? Time is precious. Appreciate the good opportunity.


Now,the thing I need to do is to improve myself. New cc, is generating...

Don't forget to love yourself and people who love you too.

tag!

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
^^
2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
new day^^

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
long time din take photo,forgot...

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
no...u knew it xp

5.Will you ever donate blood?
haha...underweight! and i'm not ready for it

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
good friend la

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
of course not, evil deeds....

8.What does your last text message say?
Happy birthday,daddy^^

9.What are you thinking right now?
my assignments T.T

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
definitely yes...

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
12 on the bed, chat till 1 sth with sis...

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
guess wat,i'm wearing sb pj shirt

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
Ya

14.Who was the last person who text you?
syn

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.
1. ayam ( update ur blog leh...)
2. cicak ( update ur blog oso leh...)
3. kaffy
4. elise
5. alex_sio
6. tifi
7. uncle ron
8. reena
9. 531
10. niewei

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
......she hasn't told me the truth...

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female.

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
wahahahaha....waliao!!!! impossible!!!

18. What is no.1 studying about?
f4...smart but lazy buddy...

19. when was the last time you chatted with them?
1st prsn everyday,some recently lo...some long time din chat...

20. Is no. 4 single?
no gua...r u single? hehe...

21. Say something about no.2.
wow...rock? music n art lover...有性格!

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
你们受jor咩刺激...hahaha

23. Describe no.9.
sha po! fun n hardworking in her study...

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
without thinking, buy popcorn and promote this movie to my friends...hahaha....joking la

25. Do you like no.8?
kind of nice friend^^

is your turn!

thank you,dad.

前几天，我一直在想父亲节的这一天我会对我爸说什么-ya，父亲节快乐。说这句话，我不快乐，我爸也是吧。

我们很久没有谈话。一个星期忙起来或许见不到2次面，即使谈话，也可能只是在工作上的范围。 想想多久没一起吃饭，没一起看戏，没问我学校的事，真的很久了。看到朋友和他们的爸爸有说有笑，听到他们有趣的故事，我和我爸为什么不可以这样。有些会给爸爸唠叨，就会开始破口大骂，埋怨。我会希望我爸会和我多说两句话。

今天早上，起来又见不到你，你又早出了。

发简讯几乎是我们唯一联络的方式。我鼓起勇气，跟你说了我的心中话：

daddy,happy father's day. H1N1 is now serious spreading in m'sia, must take care of urself. We chat less and less day by day, I want u to know more about me, as i do. Can v chat more after 2day? 2 sentences better than none...at least we try...gambateh, my baba^^

等了一会，手机简讯声响了。该不会又是一句ok吧?

没想到我爸好坏，叫眼泪流出来凑热闹：

谢谢你，tq. U can talk anything to baba.Have problem just. What so ever u can always share with me, i'm very understanding but keep silent only, k?


Dad,thank you.

This is very simple,no present, no celebration, but a meaningful father's day to me.

你愿意为我改变吗？

我的心一直住着两个人。一切都揭穿了。

我想跟之前的他说声对不起，我伤害了他。

看了的朋友，我知道你们会骂我，为什么这样？
一脚踏两船!!
我只想说，感情不能勉强，我希望你们会明白。
我认识他已经四年了，在一起半年，我真的很爱他。
我希望我的选择不会错，希望你们支持我，帮我改变他，好吗？


给你：
我的第六感说服我，这次我又bingo了。

没错，你又从外国寄来了一架飞机模型，这次是意大利的。
我也不知收到多少架了，
美国、英国、加拿大、香港等国家的，我都有。

你啊，真的很难约。时常都要到处飞，忙开会，
有时候就算约好了，却因为班机延迟，而不能赴约。
你好久没陪我了。
不过我很体谅你的工作，
所以我一直愿意等你。

那天我在msn问，
不如我们自己试试飞机的引擎，反正你也拥有一架私人飞机？
而且我也没坐过，
你也常说要安排时间然我体验在空中飞翔的感觉，
你却狠心让我苦等这一天。


你一口气说好。
我说: 真的吗？这次没骗我？安排好了吗？
你笑了，说你下星期放假，可以陪我。
我也笑了。
我真的满怀期待，和你在一起，
享受我们的二人世界。

难得有一天我们可以一起约会，
一起驾着飞机，
看看早晨的美丽，贴近绿色的心灵，
感受即将消失的清新空气，
欣赏微风吹过的白云，静悄悄的千变万化，
享受阳光的呵护。

现在又泡汤了...
我在想，你真么那么忙啊？
开会真的比我重要吗？
我说你，你就笑笑: "对不起嘛..."
我还可以忍到今天，看来我真的很爱你。
现在，我却质疑。

我们认识时，你的魅力带走了我的心跳，
我愿意劈腿，伤害了他的心，
全因为你。
但是我每次看见你送我的飞机，我想，
我的选择正确吗?
我背着所有人的眼光，父母的反对，
选择和你在一起。
值得吗？我都一直认为值得。
之前的他，不管对我很好，
我还是毫不留情的向他捅了一刀又一刀。
别人说，我是贪你的钱，所以才贴近你，
我知道你不是那么想。

现在，一切都变了。


我不懂我还能撑多久。


你愿意为我改变吗？


你就是这样，笑笑地，你有心要改，却改不了。


我是认真的。
你愿意为我改变吗？






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老杺，不要再放我飞机了啦!!!
天天酱多会跟周公开！
今天起不来，明天就早点起来跟我去跑步啦!!!







哈哈...不要打我...XD

(我没有一脚踏两船啊~~~我很专一的，
拜托不要乱讲啊，我只是制造效果而已～～～)

这一段友情，爱情很难得

In a relationship, there are many obstacles for couple to go through. Sometimes, a relationship ends up with non-stop quarreling. However, the power of believing, loving and caring is always stand for these.

That was a big big suprise, especially for a girl. If your boyfriend go to study oversea, he plans to come back one month before the day he tells you, everyone knows about it except you, and yet he suddenly appears in front of you, what is your response? I think most of you will fall into tears and feel so touch...

That moment, was speechless, blessedness .

When couple's and friend's love are surrounding 4 good friends, it is one in a thousand. It is worth to do everything for each other to see them happy everyday. Sometimes, we may hesitate whether want to give up and set ourselves free from a relationship, but by the time we are still believing, we still love him or her, we will " keep holding on, because we know we can make it through".

Gambateh for love! ^^

2 weeks then, back to hell~

I couldn't submit all my assignments yesterday at 3.00pm, still left 2 unfinished artworks. I also forgot to return the book to library. When the time I realised, library has closed. And yet, I only remembered I forgot to submit one finished character assignment when I was on the way back to home from office at about 8.00pm! Without thinking, I quickly sms to kc. Luckily, kc said i can submit that piece only on Monday. So "dai tou ha"... but I will still finish those 2 assignments and let him marks even though he may not include it in my final mark. (May be he will...haha) So, Monday I have to go college again...oh sien...

This 4 extra weeks were so tiring, and finally I can rest now for 2 weeks. I don't feel very excited because this is only a little bonus in my life, after 2 weeks, I have to back into the hell again...Now I only understand what sy feels...but i willing to, that is what should i do to achieve my dream.

Holidays, I do have a lot of plans, but seem like hanging, 2 weeks time is too short man!!!


I hope I enjoy my 2 WEEKS holidays... IS 2 WEEKS holidays... yes is 2 WEEKS... 2 weeks...
y not 2 months...yes, it is 2 weeks...ONLYYYYYYYYY.....!

Vote For Earth ! !

VOTE EARTH

YOUR LIGHT SWITCH IS YOUR VOTE

This year, Earth Hour has been transformed into the world’s first global election, between Earth and global warming.

For the first time in history, people of all ages, nationalities, race and background have the opportunity to use their light switch as their vote – Switching off your lights is a vote for Earth, or leaving them on is a vote for global warming. WWF are urging the world to VOTE EARTH and reach the target of 1 billion votes, which will be presented to world leaders at the Global Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen 2009.

This meeting will determine official government policies to take action against global warming, which will replace the Kyoto Protocol. It is the chance for the people of the world to make their voice heard.

Earth Hour began in Sydney in 2007, when 2.2 million homes and businesses switched off their lights for one hour. In 2008 the message had grown into a global sustainability movement, with 50 million people switching off their lights. Global landmarks such as the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco, Rome’s Colosseum, the Sydney Opera House and the Coca Cola billboard in Times Square all stood in darkness.

In 2009, Earth Hour is being taken to the next level, with the goal of 1 billion people switching off their lights as part of a global vote. Unlike any election in history, it is not about what country you’re from, but instead, what planet you’re from. VOTE EARTH is a global call to action for every individual, every business, and every community. A call to stand up and take control over the future of our planet. Over 74 countries and territories have pledged their support to VOTE EARTH during Earth Hour 2009, and this number is growing everyday.

We all have a vote, and every single vote counts. Together we can take control of the future of our planet, for future generations.

VOTE EARTH by simply switching off your lights for one hour, and join the world for Earth Hour.

Saturday, March 28, 8:30-9:30pm.

for more information about Earth Hour , pls go www.earthhour.org

Stop for love

We finally had our date on Valentine's day. Haha, I was rushing from college after printing my t-shirt to Mid Valley, 'cause I had been late for almost 2 hours!! sorry dear, if i didn't finish it, i wouldn't have mood to date.xp

And you called and claimed that you were still in campus. Oh gosh! I thought you were there for 2 hours! Funny...You asked me to go the restaurant in The Garden first, your uni friends were waiting there. You directed my way, as I'm damn "road blind"! I walked and walked, listening to your instruction, and finally I reached. I really didn't know that you were following me! Thought you are so brilliant to direct me. haha...

I met your friends: bryan, carmen, jessie, lus...(sorry cant remember jessie's bf name, n sorry if wrong spelling xp). At first, sound a bit quiet, 'cause i'm new there. And then, your friends introduced themselves, chat really a bit, not yet close with them. But i guess there are good friends.^^ There were a small bouquet of 9 handmade roses with your handmade card, 4 puzzles, a couple shirt, a drink and 2 cute dim sum. And you suddenly showed up, that's time i realised i had been fooled la...

Our 1st Valentine,what the most touching part for me is when we solved the simple but wonderful love puzzle, it was sweet. I hope I can let you keep my puzzle foverer...

be sure that u hv backup for ur pendrive things...

DAMN BAD and ANGRY!

My friend(*) deleted all my computer homeworks and other researches i accumulated long time ago in my pendrive just because of VIRUS!!! (*) didn't even ask me what is it about first and simply clicked delete! Weird! i scan my pendrive everytime, no virus. but then, what happen?!

Now I have to do it all again! Luckily, I saved my final assignment in other friend's notebook (my notebook is in hospital now), if not, I definitely will kill (*)! I have spent a lot of time on it, and it is almost done, and the date line is near too. If I don't have backup, I'm sure dying... Even though I can finish it again afterword, the effect would not be nice.

Yesterday in the computer class, the pendrive suddenly sot also, I couldn't remove it, and the homeworks also gone. Shock! My lecturer explained that maybe is because the pendrive cannot detect Mac. Luckily, When I check it with notebook, the homeworks still there. But why, the god joking at me?

(sorry to say that, GOD)

Just remind all of you, do have your backup especially the important one. You can't image what will happen then...and pls remind your friends too, don't simply delete it when virus has been detected. Just don't open it and remove it. Virus thing, maybe in your computer is not detected, but others' computer, who knows? Don't frame-up yourself and your friends.

Happy New Year 2009~

Happy New Year 2009!! So damn fast we already said googbye to 2008. Year 08 was not a good one for the planet residents>.<...Here comes 2009. Will it be a better year for us? Hope so. Just look back, there are sweet, happy, sad, tiring days. I'm glad that I can cope all the challenges in 2008. At the begining, yes it was hard. But if you want to continue and never give up until the end, you will success and even learn a lot of things and gain a lot of knowledges. These will let you open up your mind and see things widely, it is a process of growing up. Wish you all good luck and stay cool in 2009! :-)